With the heart broken for deceiving his lover's faith, crippled by his own desires, the one who once was an evil vampire enters the house of God, looking for shelter, for answers, for salvation. He spent many days searching for his lost humanity .. did he failed?!. The lust for flesh and pleasure drained the little life he still had, making him weak and miserable, day by day, week by week. He was still in love with the human and he wanted to be loved back, without him to glamour her. Months passed so fast and his love sickness didn't improved at all, it just got worse. He ran out of rats to feed from, out of hope, out of reasons to live without his sweetheart. There was only one way to stop the torment .. death. And he said: 'Thank you God, thank you for the darkness' .. 'I'll love now just for one day' .. 'I cannot exist if she is away' ..
And stepped out of the church, waiting for the morning's sunlights to end his pain. He had only 30 minutes left of darkness and wanted to see her sleeping for the last time. She was not alone nor sleeping .. but making love with her human lover. The scene, her moans .. stroke his thoughts with rage and hunger, there was no more pain, no more dignity, just hate and vengence, he could kill them in 2 seconds without them knowing what is happening .. but he didn't. He was starving but not stupid, realizing that the act of love to them was just like his lust for blood, an physical desire, an addiction, he didn't wanted to be gelous on that, he wanted feelings, love, not flesh. Then he looked really deep into the lover's eyes and smiled, he didn't love her, he wanted only her body. The vampire left a little dissapointed but knowing that one day she may love him once again, and that male will fail her .. after all he is only human